doubtingband.bandcamp.com/track/kissed-by-the-stars
kissed by the stars by doubting.
artwork by kate o' driscoll
lyrics
i'm still checking storylines
to see if i can catch a glimpse of
the people that left me behind
as if it makes a difference
but i'm so set in sedimentary
chasing after long lost memories
if i can't keep the one that loved me
could i ever learn to love myself?
oooooooh
things aren't gonna change
not as long as i lay in wait for
shit to happen out of my control
"what if she returned?"
i'd hope we learned
that patience is a virtue we can only earn through hurt
"but is it deserved?"
well does she know her own worth?
i only want the best for her
the time is hers to burn
ooooooooh
things aren't gonna change
not as long as i lay in wait for
love to reciprocate
what else can i say?
i'm not gonna change
not as long as i keep on waiting for
shit to happen out of my control
and it feels so cold
i wish it hadn't hurt so much
i can't control the way it builds up
and i keep screaming my throat raw
i never wanna fall in love again
could we at least pretend
it never felt right in the moment?